this is not me!!!!! but very very fun!
Each of us can remember something like that. Take, for example, a situation called “just lucky” – when you got something that you needed, but did not strained for it and did not realize what are your actions. This “just lucky” means that, first, you have heard, smelled, where to go, and secondly, how to move, to act. That’s all luck. But you were not aware of and did not understand anything. Everyone is familiar with this situation?
You just do, without knowing what and why. And only then we can say what we have done. Hence the conclusion – there are no seeking of “real desire”. At all. You just need to go where your heart pulls you. And if you have brought yourself into a situation where in a panic shouting “What do I do” – do nothing. This is the simplest way. Or keep doing what you did.
The main thing – to settle down. A being calm, you will feel what I mean – that craving, unconscious and unnamed – desire. Or rather not so, the word “feel” again can confuse. No, you just will go somewhere, not knowing where or why.